You think you're special? Am I special?

Think about it.

If you blog, no matter how you cover up yourself in layers of humility, humbleness, self-deprecation etc.

You are still blogging. You are still putting yourself out there. You by the very act of typing, are acting as if you are special. As if you have something to say, that is worth someone somewhere hearing.

This is one argument 'What about the depressed, suicidal, lonely, pitiful person who really subconsciously and consciously thinks they are worthless....what about when they blog?'

This is what I think....no matter what you think about yourself, whether you think you are Sexy Awesome Hotshot or Lowly Pathetic Snail...you blog...because whether you realize it or not, you ARE special.

And not because I say so...but because I think as much as some of us try to deny it or write it off as something else. Even deeper than our subconscious is the understanding that we are special. I think God put it there.

So I am blogging, I don't think I am Sexy Awesome Hotshot or Lowly Pathetic Snail. But a part of me believes that I am special. That God really thinks so.

I think if I forgot that or really fought to deny that, and my wife died, and I broke my neck and couldn't move my arms or legs...than I might want to commit suicide.