Closer to another death... and life.

When my mind is wide awake in the quiet of the night, there is often a fierce battle between the terrible person I feel I am, and the incredible one I feel like I am suppose to be. God alone makes sense of that. God alone enable you to forgive yourself for the evil you have done, and not just forgetting it or pretending it isn't real. God alone allows you to bask in the brightness of your true and intended brilliance, without being the least bit arrogant. If he isn't real, prozac is probably a better option, but if He is...and I believe He is, that solves everything.