Because for me (and for you) He is always there...I am directing the sharp arrows of these feelings towards God.
Yes, GOD. Creator of all Heaven and Earth. The reason and cause of Everything. God the source of Love and Everything GOOD and Holy. The Beginning and the End of all power.
I am screaming in my spirit "WHY IS IT SO EASY TO REJECT YOU GOD!?!?!"
I HATE reading and hearing about other human beings treating other human beings as less than dog food. I hate how the rest of us ignore it. I hate how I ignore atrocity.
I hate how human beings made to be the dearly loved children of God, meant to spread good...have chosen instead to steal beautiful brides on their honey moon, rape them then feed them to starved dogs as sport. This is EVIL. Evil because every woman and child was designed and MADE to be cherished, protected and loved. THIS is the MEANING of Human life. TO love and be loved.
And so. The greatest perversion of humanity is to hate. The greatest depth you can fall as a human being, the greatest way you can fail is to hate instead of love.
How does one worship God? I think many of us worship God unknowingly. Like Paul said to the romans...you pray to a nameless God....but here He is. You worship Him when you do what you were made to do, spread good and love. To know Him and his love for you. And how do we know Him? Why is it so easy to reject Him?
Probably because even when He comes in human form, even when we see the divine Son of God in front of us, even when He inserts himself into human history in an undeniable way....we still use the power of choice from God to reject Him. We go a step further and we crucify the best evidence for God... the tangible love of a sacrificed, perfect and loving Son. This is the only appropriate time to emphatically spit out loudly the name 'Jesus Christ!'
